Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts

Sunday, October 23, 2011

The Walls Must Fall


Transparency. 

It is the first ingredient for confession.  You will never win at life if you play with a poker face.  

Linus, the life coach, taught me that much.  

Come to the wall.  

Whatever wall blocks you from moving forward.  


The wall has pent up all my dreams.  

I hear them, there, bantering on the other side.  

So I come to the wall.  I shout to the wall.  I say to the wall, "Hey, I'm here. I'm not hiding anymore.  Hey, I'm here: vulnerable, powerless, angry.  Hey, did you hear me?  I'm calling you out, wall.  I'm not leaving.  I'm not running. I hate this wall.  I want it down."  

I am marking my territory.  My shouts provide echo-location for the source of my angst.  Everyone will know: that I have a wall, that I hate this wall, that I cannot break it down.  

You can't embarrass a wall down.  

You can't harass a wall to crumbling.  

I can be honest.  
       I can be transparent.  
                I can find the strength that is hidden in weakness. 

My confession, made public, becomes our confession.  

Nehemiah, the Hebrew governor-prophet, profoundly proclaimed to the persecuted people rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem:




One voice that calls many.  

I am one voice.  
I am many voices.  

Accountability is fraternity.  

In numbers...numbers that rally to my cry...numbers that march beside a wall...numbers that shout with shared frustration at a thing that will not move...that keeps me...keeps us...from the grand things waiting on the other side...

When masses march 
                        and shout 
                                  walls fall.  

Such movements begin
                    and only begin
with a face 
       easily read 
by others 
       standing by
the same wall.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

The Security of Insecurity

Wiser people than Linus Van Pelt have roamed the earth.  Still, profundity per capita considered, Linus ranks highly among the definitive sages under sixteen.  While Charles Schulz allowed him to outgrow the marvelous, blue blanket, his expansive need for it is useful to me even now.


There is a wisdom in insecurity.  There is a security that creeps out from insecurity.  There is a powerful claim being made in the embrace of the silent blue guardian.  


Blue blankets blazon that change is sudden and near.  Blue blankets are more subtle than street corner prophets and their cardboard declarations of doom.  More subtle, but no less fatalistic.  Suffering is immanent.  Danger lurks.  Trust is a highly inflated currency created and disbursed with little to no collateral.  


Linus knows something about the actuality and certainty of suffering:
Kids at camp will mock him.  
Sally will stalk him. 
Lucy will pound him and throw him out of his own home.  
Snoopy will rob him.  
The girl who sits behind him will reject him.  


There is something remarkably comforting about certainty.


It is precisely the presence of a blue blanket that makes Linus
a voice to be heard.


It says he has his eyes opened to the messy menagerie of life moments exploding all around him.


Charlie Brown will never get it...the football that is...because, well, Charlie Brown will never get it.


Lucy might help us with some pop psychology worthy of a spot on Oprah's new network...
but in the end you and I are just another nickel in her mind.


Schroeder's lost in the arts -- out picketing budget cuts for after school programs
and for all the love of Snoopy, he just can't get out of the past -- still fighting yesteryear's front page public enemies.


Linus is our only hope.


The security of his insecurity has led Linus to a fascinating philosophy toward life.  It has equipped him with three powerful charms that ward off the bad ju-ju of the impending epic fail lurking behind and looming overhead and laying traps just ahead.  


Linus has FAITH:  something to believe in that heals his life.


Linus has HOPE:  something to look forward to that makes today tolerable.


Linus has LOVE:  something to do that makes the first two happen in someone else's life.


And though all the other spiritual gifts named in the Christian Bible are, in those pages, predicted to fail in time, these three remain...because suffering remains.  And so long as there is suffering these co-exist to be a response, a deep inner reconciliation, to the problem of pain.  This is the security found in insecurity: there is plenty to fear.  And when what we fear most happens, those three seeds of wisdom are plowed deep in sacred soil.







The only thing there is to fear is...


A rabid bat tangled in a toddler's hair?
http://www.ky3.com/news/ktla-rabid-bat-in-hair,0,2205072.story


friends like these?
http://www.ky3.com/news/kdvr-two-men-accused-of-partying-with-dead-friend-20110915,0,2635207.story


swamp monsters!
http://www.ky3.com/news/wpix-monster-crocodile-caught,0,5255740.story


Another SAW sequel?
http://www.ky3.com/news/ktla-glendale-hernia-butter-knife,0,6898818.story


Gumby???
http://www.ky3.com/news/ktla-gumby-robs-convenience-store,0,6543594.story